{"id":7809,"date":"2018-02-24T17:25:41","date_gmt":"2018-02-24T17:25:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/?p=7809"},"modified":"2018-04-07T18:06:24","modified_gmt":"2018-04-07T18:06:24","slug":"backstory-the-story-behind-perpetuating-trouble","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/backstory-the-story-behind-perpetuating-trouble\/","title":{"rendered":"Backstory: The Story Behind Perpetuating Trouble"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The opening sentence of <em>Perpetuating Trouble<\/em> is absolutely true: \u201cI was told to write this book by a pair of alien girls.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That incident with the alien girls, along with everything else in my memoir about the writing life, <em>really happened<\/em>.<\/p>\n<h2>Enter a Pair of Alien Girls<\/h2>\n<p>On a glittering October morning in 2008, I picked up two young women who were hitchhiking. Before taking Hoku and Astrid (their &#8220;adopted&#8221; names) to the wellness retreat center where they worked, we went to nearby Burger Hill Park, climbed the hill and talked.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_7816\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-7816\" style=\"width: 590px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/dsc0276-nik-blog.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-7816\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/dsc0276-nik-blog.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"311\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/dsc0276-nik-blog.jpg 900w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/dsc0276-nik-blog-300x155.jpg 300w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/dsc0276-nik-blog-768x398.jpg 768w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/dsc0276-nik-blog-500x259.jpg 500w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/dsc0276-nik-blog-430x223.jpg 430w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-7816\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">A view of the autumn foliage from the top of Burger Hill.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>They proceeded to give me all kinds of advice about my writing career\u2014especially what I should be writing about. I needed to be writing about myself, they said. My everyday life. My adventures. My \u201cwisdom.\u201d They told me all of these things, I drove them to the place where they\u00a0<em>said<\/em> they worked, and then&#8230;they disappeared.<\/p>\n<p>You should <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Perpetuating-Trouble-Chris-Orcutt-ebook\/dp\/B0762ZVR64\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">read the book<\/a> if you haven\u2019t already, but I\u2019ll share this much with you: When I went to find these young women later that day, I discovered no one else had seen them, and eventually came to the conclusion that they weren\u2019t young women at all but rather aliens in human female corporeal form. (By the way, when I say &#8220;alien girls,&#8221; some of you might be picturing young women like <a href=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/search?biw=1440&amp;bih=776&amp;tbm=isch&amp;sa=1&amp;ei=34CRWr3XEsvH_Qai0J3YBQ&amp;q=alien+girls+green+star+trek&amp;oq=alien+girls+green+star+trek&amp;gs_l=psy-ab.3...60708.64880.0.65161.18.17.1.0.0.0.78.960.17.17.0....0...1c.1.64.psy-ab..0.1.68...0j0i30k1j0i5i30k1.0.8Wgivfqoj_s#imgrc=_\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">this<\/a>, but the ones I spent that morning with looked more like American hippies.)<\/p>\n<p>Naturally, my encounter with these two alien girls\u00a0made an indelible impression on me, and I began to write the book they\u2019d encouraged me to write: a book of personal essays\/stories about real events in my life, in the vein of three writers I admired: Garrison Keillor, David Sedaris and E.B. White.<\/p>\n<h2>I Start Writing the Book<\/h2>\n<figure id=\"attachment_7811\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-7811\" style=\"width: 290px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-7811\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/DKQLddkVoAAXt3y.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"400\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/DKQLddkVoAAXt3y.jpg 900w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/DKQLddkVoAAXt3y-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/DKQLddkVoAAXt3y-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/DKQLddkVoAAXt3y-500x667.jpg 500w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/DKQLddkVoAAXt3y-430x573.jpg 430w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/DKQLddkVoAAXt3y-300x400.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-7811\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">A view of the Village of Millbrook from the top of the Tribute Garden steps.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Over the following year, the pieces\u2014which I wrote almost exclusively in pencil and my younger sister Mandy typed up\u2014poured out of me. I wrote the first draft of the book during the summer of 2009, seated in a camp chair I took every morning to a nearby park, the Millbrook Tribute Garden.<\/p>\n<p>A piece about the alien girls. One about my wife and I trying to get rid of a bunch of Thomas Kinkade \u201cpaintings\u201d that a relative had given us. Another one, entitled \u201cRevenge Fantasies,\u201d was a long meditation on revenge, famous duels in history, and acts of revenge I\u2019d taken against my enemies over the years; I ended up leaving it out of the final book because I felt I\u2019d grown considerably during the intervening 8 years.<\/p>\n<p>The first draft of what became <em>Perpetuating Trouble<\/em> initially ran to 250,000 words; that\u2019s longer than <em>Moby Dick<\/em>. This is why part of my writing process includes letting my works \u201ccool off\u201d in a drawer or a closet for months or years (something I&#8217;ll discuss in greater detail in the weeks to come). This way, when I return to the book, the gold is often immediately noticeable, and the tailings or dregs are noticeable too.<\/p>\n<p>In the second and subsequent drafts of the book, I cut the dregs and refined the gold.<\/p>\n<p>With every book that eventually reaches publication, there\u2019s a moment when it ceases to be strings of sentences or paragraphs, or even a loose collection of essays or chapters, and it becomes a discrete, living, breathing thing. It becomes a <em>book<\/em> with its own identity beyond that of the person who wrote it.<\/p>\n<h2>The Book Comes to Life<\/h2>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Perpetuating_Trouble-Master_18_Ebook_Cover_1000x1600px.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7654\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Perpetuating_Trouble-Master_18_Ebook_Cover_1000x1600px.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"495\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Perpetuating_Trouble-Master_18_Ebook_Cover_1000x1600px.jpg 500w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Perpetuating_Trouble-Master_18_Ebook_Cover_1000x1600px-182x300.jpg 182w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Perpetuating_Trouble-Master_18_Ebook_Cover_1000x1600px-430x710.jpg 430w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Perpetuating_Trouble-Master_18_Ebook_Cover_1000x1600px-300x495.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>For me, that moment with <em>Perpetuating Trouble<\/em> came when the idea for the title presented itself. Prior to the final title, I had been considering titles including <em>Thank You, Alien Girls!<\/em>, <em>A Portrait of the Artist as a Middle-aged Man<\/em>, and even <em>Livin\u2019 the Dream!<\/em> But none of these titles excited me.<\/p>\n<p>I was leafing through <em>Fitzgerald on Writing<\/em> when I came upon this quote by F. Scott Fitzgerald from his novel <em>The Crack-up<\/em>: \u201cI avoided writers very carefully because they can perpetuate trouble as no one else can.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Up to that moment, my book had been like the lifeless monster in Mary Shelley\u2019s\u00a0<em>Frankenstein<\/em>. That quote was the jolt of electricity that gave it life. Suddenly everything in the book\u2014every essay, every sentence, every line of dialogue\u2014was unified and had a powerful subtext. In all of the pieces, all of my misadventures, I <em>did<\/em> perpetuate trouble; I took a marginally bad or uncomfortable situation and invariably perpetuated the trouble and made the whole thing worse.<\/p>\n<p>When I typed \u201cPerpetuating Trouble\u201d on the cover page, I knew I had a winner. It might or might not become a bestseller, I thought, but I had created a unified, funny and poignant piece of art\u2014a book that my writing hero E.B. White might have approved of (although I use more adjectives and adverbs than he would have liked), and one that my grandfather (an admirer of E.B. White himself) definitely would have enjoyed.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_7813\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-7813\" style=\"width: 590px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-7813\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/6759ff044c6366116a82b8507ccecdd4480d40b0af18462342931a05622791dc.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"374\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/6759ff044c6366116a82b8507ccecdd4480d40b0af18462342931a05622791dc.jpg 625w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/6759ff044c6366116a82b8507ccecdd4480d40b0af18462342931a05622791dc-300x187.jpg 300w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/6759ff044c6366116a82b8507ccecdd4480d40b0af18462342931a05622791dc-500x312.jpg 500w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/6759ff044c6366116a82b8507ccecdd4480d40b0af18462342931a05622791dc-430x268.jpg 430w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-7813\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Me, when I read Fitzgerald&#8217;s quote and conceived of the title PERPETUATING TROUBLE.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Looking back on the writing of the book now, while I certainly have the alien girls to thank for encouraging me to write about myself, I think that the primary reason why the book is any good is because I wrote what I wanted to read.<\/p>\n<p>This is always my first consideration when writing: \u201cChris&#8230;what would <em>you<\/em>\u00a0like to read?\u201d I don\u2019t try to imagine some phantom Everyman or Everywoman reader; having learned that I tend to be my harshest critic, I write to please myself first, thinking that, if I like it, other readers will like it.<\/p>\n<h2>The Real Chris Orcutt<\/h2>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/Perpetuating_Trouble_meme_30.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7829\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/Perpetuating_Trouble_meme_30.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"314\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/Perpetuating_Trouble_meme_30.png 454w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/Perpetuating_Trouble_meme_30-287x300.png 287w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/Perpetuating_Trouble_meme_30-430x450.png 430w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/Perpetuating_Trouble_meme_30-300x314.png 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>And I really do like <em>Perpetuating Trouble<\/em>. It\u2019s 100% my real voice, and it\u2019s how I truly see and interact with the world. Someday I hope I get to do a reading from it, because I\u2019ve learned that that\u2019s when I can really put my personality into the words.<\/p>\n<p>If you enjoy the works of David Sedaris or Garrison Keillor, I hope you\u2019ll consider picking up <em>Perpetuating Trouble.<\/em>\u00a0Kirkus Reviews declares my \u201carch essay collection about the ups and downs of the writing life\u201d to be \u201ca quick and amusing read\u201d and its author, <em>moi<\/em>, \u201ca vibrant character and enjoyable writer.\u201d The Midwest Book Review echoed this sentiment in even pithier form: \u201cAn absolutely fascinating and entertaining read from cover to cover, [Orcutt&#8217;s] Perpetuating Trouble will have particular interest for anyone familiar with (or themselves living) the life of a writer.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Next week I\u2019ll take you behind the scenes with my writing and share some of my process with you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The opening sentence of Perpetuating Trouble is absolutely true: \u201cI was told to write this book by a pair of alien girls.\u201d That incident with the alien girls, along with everything else in my memoir about the writing life, really happened. Enter a Pair of Alien Girls On a glittering October morning in 2008, I &#8230; <a title=\"Backstory: The Story Behind Perpetuating Trouble\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/backstory-the-story-behind-perpetuating-trouble\/\" aria-label=\"Read more about Backstory: The Story Behind Perpetuating Trouble\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":7698,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[30,3,75,364,22,365,7,76,177,270,13,14,233,15],"tags":[386,384,124,383,382,94,378,380,165,389,390,379,328,376,265,387,111,388,391,159,155,349,367,104,393,375,385,377,221,92,93,355,352,392],"class_list":["post-7809","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-chris-orcutt-books","category-craft","category-memoir","category-memoirs","category-pencils","category-perpetuating-trouble","category-personal","category-process","category-research","category-workspace","category-writers","category-writingexperiences","category-writing-life","category-writingtools","tag-alien-girls","tag-aliens","tag-amazon","tag-backstory","tag-behind-the-scenes","tag-chris-orcutt","tag-david-sedaris","tag-e-b-white","tag-ebooks","tag-essay","tag-essays","tag-garrison-keillor","tag-humor","tag-keillor","tag-kindle","tag-kirkus-reviews","tag-memoir-2","tag-midwest-book-review","tag-nonfiction","tag-nook","tag-orcutt","tag-pencils","tag-perpetuating-trouble","tag-redheads","tag-reviews","tag-sedaris","tag-ufos","tag-white","tag-writers-life","tag-writers-2","tag-writing","tag-writing-life","tag-writing-memoir","tag-writing-process"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7809","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7809"}],"version-history":[{"count":21,"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7809\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8041,"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7809\/revisions\/8041"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7698"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7809"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7809"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7809"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}