{"id":8759,"date":"2021-05-29T15:15:58","date_gmt":"2021-05-29T15:15:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/?p=8759"},"modified":"2021-05-29T15:15:59","modified_gmt":"2021-05-29T15:15:59","slug":"aloneness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/aloneness\/","title":{"rendered":"Aloneness"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p id=\"E65\">Late\u00adly, more than ever, I\u2019ve been think\u00ading about a quote by the late, great play\u00adwright Sam Shep\u00adard: \u201cAlone\u00adness is a con\u00addi\u00adtion of writ\u00ading. You look at all the writ\u00aders that have come up with some\u00adthing worth its own salt, and they\u2019re utter\u00adly alone.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E65\">\u201cAlone\u00adness is a con\u00addi\u00adtion of writ\u00ading.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E65\">I\u2019ve come not just to accept, but to ful\u00adly embrace, this truth of the writ\u00ading life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E65\">Now, instead of being depressed by my feel\u00adings of being \u201cutter\u00adly alone,\u201d I view these feel\u00adings as my North Star: If I\u2019m alone, I must be doing some\u00adthing right; I must be on my way to writ\u00ading some\u00adthing great.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\" id=\"E65\">-<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"California Typewriter Clip I Sam Shepard I Percussion\" width=\"900\" height=\"506\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/x2C-tA9xVFg?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\" id=\"E81\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E81\">I\u2019ve also thought a lot about a sen\u00adtence in Ernest Hemingway\u2019s Nobel Prize accep\u00adtance speech: \u201cIt is because we have had such great writ\u00aders in the past that a writer is dri\u00adven far out past where he can go, out to where no one can help him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E83\">Both of these quotes have res\u00adonat\u00aded deeply with me a lot late\u00adly, dur\u00ading walks and work\u00adouts, dur\u00ading long hikes on the Appalachi\u00adan Trail, and espe\u00adcial\u00adly as I dig ever deep\u00ader writ\u00ading the sec\u00adond draft of my epic nov\u00adel. The man\u00adu\u00adscript now totals a stag\u00adger\u00ading 802,000 words, and there are indi\u00adca\u00adtions that, when the dust final\u00adly set\u00adtles years from now, it could weigh in at a mil\u00adlion words.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E95\">The oth\u00ader morn\u00ading, dur\u00ading my post-pran\u00addi\u00adal constitutional\u2014a one-mile walk in my neigh\u00adbor\u00adhood when I, like a poet, men\u00adtal\u00adly com\u00adpose and say aloud sen\u00adtences I\u2019ll be writ\u00ading lat\u00ader on\u2014I passed a dog (I think it was a box\u00ader) stand\u00ading on its front stoop. As I walked along the shoul\u00adder towards the dog, his wag\u00adging tail told me he was a friend\u00adly one. I sensed that he want\u00aded to run over and play with me, but he had been trained not to leave the stoop. We just looked at each oth\u00ader and knew each other\u2019s alone\u00adness. Just as I couldn\u2019t help him with the job he had to do\u2014guarding his owner\u2019s house\u2014he couldn\u2019t help me with what I had to do: go back to work on my gar\u00adgan\u00adtu\u00adan nov\u00adel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/DSC00724-1024x768.jpg\" alt class=\"wp-image-8400\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/DSC00724-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/DSC00724-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/DSC00724-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/DSC00724-904x678.jpg 904w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/DSC00724-500x375.jpg 500w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/DSC00724-430x323.jpg 430w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\"><figcaption>The book\u00adcase out\u00adside my office door. Note the five framed pho\u00adtos.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\" id=\"E116\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E116\">Beside the door out\u00adside my office is a book\u00adcase of writ\u00ading and lan\u00adguage ref\u00ader\u00adence books, and on top of this book\u00adcase are framed pho\u00adtos of five of my writ\u00ading heroes: Ian Flem\u00ading, Vladimir Nabokov, Ernest Hem\u00ading\u00adway, F. Scott Fitzger\u00adald, and Ray\u00admond Chan\u00addler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E116\">In years past, as I\u2019ve gone in to work they\u2019ve giv\u00aden me small cheers of encour\u00adage\u00adment. But in recent years they\u2019ve gone silent. Now, when I walk by them at five o\u2019clock in the morn\u00ading, it\u2019s as if they\u2019re say\u00ading, \u201cYeah, dude\u2026we got noth\u00adin\u2019. That crazy long teen nov\u00adel thing you\u2019re writ\u00ading? Uh\u2026good luck with that.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E140\">Over the three decades that I\u2019ve been writ\u00ading pro\u00adfes\u00adsion\u00adal\u00adly, dur\u00ading my long, long appren\u00adtice\u00adship, I\u2019ve always been able to look to my heroes\u2019 work for exam\u00adples of how to do some\u00adthing. When I was writ\u00ading my first Dako\u00adta Stevens mys\u00adtery (<em>A Real Piece of Work<\/em>), I had sev\u00ader\u00adal lit\u00ader\u00adary touch\u00adstones: Ray\u00admond Chandler\u2019s Mar\u00adlowe nov\u00adels; Robert B. Parker\u2019s Spenser mys\u00adter\u00adies; and Ian Fleming\u2019s James Bond thrillers. While writ\u00ading the sto\u00adries that even\u00adtu\u00adal\u00adly com\u00adprised <em>The Man, The Myth, The Leg\u00adend<\/em> and <em>One Hun\u00addred Miles from Man\u00adhat\u00adtan<\/em>, I had the short sto\u00adries of Anton Chekhov, John Cheev\u00ader and Ray\u00admond Carv\u00ader to con\u00adsult for guid\u00adance and encour\u00adage\u00adment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E140\">But as I\u2019ve forged ahead with my epic nov\u00adel, I\u2019ve tru\u00adly gone out where no one (liv\u00ading or dead) can help me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E153\">As much as I admire Fitzger\u00adald and Nabokov for their ele\u00adgant, pitch-per\u00adfect sen\u00adtences, when it comes to writ\u00ading a tru\u00adly mas\u00adsive nov\u00adel about a sub\u00adject that has nev\u00ader been writ\u00adten about before in epic form (tru\u00adly, I\u2019m invent\u00ading a new genre over here), nei\u00adther Fitzger\u00adald nor Nabokov, nor any of the oth\u00ader nov\u00adel\u00adists I\u2019ve grown up admiring\u2014like Ernest Hem\u00ading\u00adway, John Stein\u00adbeck, John Irv\u00ading, Charles Fra\u00adzier and Jane Austen\u2014can help me. (Alleged\u00adly, Hem\u00ading\u00adway wrote the first draft of a mas\u00adsive nov\u00adel about WWII\u2014which he termed \u201cthe Big Book\u201d\u2014split into three sec\u00adtions: Land, Sea and Air, but it was nev\u00ader fin\u00adished and nev\u00ader pub\u00adlished.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E153\">No, among my favorite writ\u00aders, the only one who did what I\u2019m try\u00ading to do is the mon\u00adu\u00admen\u00adtal nov\u00adel\u00adist Leo Tol\u00adstoy, author of <em>Anna Karen\u00adi\u00adna<\/em> and <em>War and Peace<\/em>\u2014not just two of the longest nov\u00adels writ\u00adten, but two of the <em>best<\/em> nov\u00adels ever writ\u00adten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E169\">But even with Tolstoy\u2019s works, I\u2019m all alone. Although I\u2019ve learned a lot from them about what\u2019s involved in sus\u00adtain\u00ading a long, detailed, mul\u00adti\u00adfar\u00adi\u00adous nar\u00adra\u00adtive, they\u2019re about a peri\u00adod of time and sub\u00adjects that are much dif\u00adfer\u00adent from the time and sub\u00adject that I\u2019m writ\u00ading about. Besides, to try to find words of wis\u00addom in Tolstoy\u2019s diaries about writ\u00ading a mag\u00adnum opus is tru\u00adly exhaust\u00ading. Hon\u00adest\u00adly, I\u2019d pre\u00adfer hav\u00ading to find a lost con\u00adtact lens on a sandy beach.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maxresdefault-1024x576.jpg\" alt class=\"wp-image-8775\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maxresdefault-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maxresdefault-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maxresdefault-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maxresdefault-904x509.jpg 904w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maxresdefault-500x281.jpg 500w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maxresdefault-430x242.jpg 430w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maxresdefault.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\"><figcaption>It prob\u00ada\u00adbly does\u00adn\u2019t help that I have a pen\u00adchant for film noir titles like \u201cIn A Lone\u00adly Place,\u201d star\u00adring Humphrey Bog\u00ada\u00adrt and Glo\u00adria Gra\u00adhame.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\" id=\"E181\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E181\">Bear\u00ading with the emo\u00adtion\u00adal ups and downs caused by the vicis\u00adsi\u00adtudes of real life, and then deal\u00ading with the emo\u00adtions and con\u00adflicts of dozens of fic\u00adtion\u00adal char\u00adac\u00adters (most of them teenagers), has been over\u00adwhelm\u00ading at times\u2014and anoth\u00ader con\u00adtrib\u00adu\u00adtor to this feel\u00ading of alone\u00adness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E181\">Four or five years ago, while vis\u00adit\u00ading my friend Bri\u00adan Mal\u00adoney in Con\u00adcord, Mass\u00ada\u00adchu\u00adsetts, I expressed to him how emo\u00adtion\u00adal\u00adly exhaust\u00aded and alone I felt. We were eat\u00ading lunch in a fish shop (with the best fried had\u00addock and clam chow\u00adder any\u00adwhere), and when I voiced my feel\u00adings, Bri\u00adan, who has known me since col\u00adlege (and was ini\u00adtial\u00adly intrigued by me because he noticed I had a dif\u00adfer\u00adent clas\u00adsic nov\u00adel with me every time I came to class), gave me a per\u00adplexed look across the table. He scoffed a lit\u00adtle bit and said, \u201cYeah, Chris, but this emo\u00adtion\u00adal work and alone\u00adness you\u2019re talk\u00ading about\u2026isn\u2019t that basi\u00adcal\u00adly what you signed on for as a nov\u00adel\u00adist?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E201\">He didn\u2019t have a micro\u00adphone in his hand at the time, but after\u00adwards I wished he had, because if ever a moment in my life was wor\u00adthy of a mic drop, that was it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/photo_3.jpg\" alt class=\"wp-image-5517\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/photo_3.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/photo_3-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\"><figcaption>A view from the car while dri\u00adving through the Isle of Skye in Scot\u00adland. Pho\u00adto by Alexas Orcutt.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\" id=\"E214\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E214\">Late\u00adly, because I\u2019m now in ter\u00adri\u00adto\u00adry where none of my writ\u00ading heroes have been, and because none of my friends or fam\u00adi\u00adly have attempt\u00aded any\u00adthing like what I\u2019m doing, I\u2019ve felt more alone than ever. For exam\u00adple, dur\u00ading lunch with my par\u00adents the oth\u00ader day, they asked me, \u201cSo\u2026how\u2019s the writ\u00ading going?\u201d They meant well, but how can I pos\u00adsi\u00adbly com\u00admu\u00adni\u00adcate to them how phys\u00adi\u00adcal\u00adly and emo\u00adtion\u00adal\u00adly drain\u00ading the work is, how alone I feel every day, the inter\u00adnal bat\u00adtles I fight with myself over the novel\u2019s sig\u00adnif\u00adi\u00adcance, the wor\u00adries about whether all of my hard work will ever pay off?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E235\">The very attempt at bridg\u00ading the divide of alone\u00adness makes me feel more alone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E237\">Anoth\u00ader exam\u00adple: I used to enjoy read\u00ading new pages from the nov\u00adel aloud to my wife, and get\u00adting her feed\u00adback, but recent\u00adly I real\u00adized that not only can she not help me in this way any\u00admore, I\u2019m out past where <em>any\u00adone<\/em> can help me. I\u2019m so far out there that some\u00adtimes what I\u2019m doing doesn\u2019t even seem to resem\u00adble writ\u00ading any\u00admore; it\u2019s more akin to explor\u00ading.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"443\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/voyage.png\" alt class=\"wp-image-8786\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/voyage.png 800w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/voyage-300x166.png 300w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/voyage-768x425.png 768w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/voyage-500x277.png 500w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/voyage-430x238.png 430w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\"><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\" id=\"E265\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E265\">As a young boy, before I decid\u00aded I was going to become a nov\u00adel\u00adist, I want\u00aded to be an explor\u00ader. I want\u00aded to be one of those coura\u00adgeous men who went where no per\u00adson had gone before: Mag\u00adel\u00adlan, Colum\u00adbus, Lewis and Clark, Peary, Scott, Shack\u00adle\u00adton, Amund\u00adsen, Hillary and Nor\u00adgay, Neil Arm\u00adstrong. Well, a few weeks ago, forty some-odd years after I dreamed of being an explor\u00ader, I real\u00adized tear\u00adful\u00adly that I was an explor\u00ader at last.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E265\">I might not be step\u00adping foot atop Mount Ever\u00adest or on the plan\u00adet Mars, but I am the first writer to ven\u00adture into this par\u00adtic\u00adu\u00adlar vast and unchart\u00aded lit\u00ader\u00adary ter\u00adri\u00adto\u00adry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"582\" src=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/800px-Mount_Everest_as_seen_from_Drukair-1-.jpg\" alt class=\"wp-image-8772\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/800px-Mount_Everest_as_seen_from_Drukair-1-.jpg 800w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/800px-Mount_Everest_as_seen_from_Drukair-1--300x218.jpg 300w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/800px-Mount_Everest_as_seen_from_Drukair-1--768x559.jpg 768w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/800px-Mount_Everest_as_seen_from_Drukair-1--500x364.jpg 500w, https:\/\/orcutt.net\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/800px-Mount_Everest_as_seen_from_Drukair-1--430x313.jpg 430w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\"><figcaption>An image of Mount Ever\u00adest that I have on my office wall, my com\u00adput\u00ader desk\u00adtop, and my phone screen.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\" id=\"E297\">-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E297\">Many, many days, I feel like those great explor\u00aders and adven\u00adtur\u00aders, going well out beyond the map, past where any\u00adone has been before, not know\u00ading where the end or the sum\u00admit is, not know\u00ading if I\u2019ll have the for\u00adti\u00adtude to fin\u00adish, unsure if the over 10,000 hours I\u2019ve invest\u00aded in this work (so far) will ever \u201cpay off,\u201d con\u00adcerned that I might die before I fin\u00adish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E312\">But you know what? I wouldn\u2019t trade my writ\u00ading life for any\u00adone else\u2019s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E315\">Not for all of hack James Patterson\u2019s inter\u00adna\u00adtion\u00adal best\u00adsellers and his wealth and any homes around the world he might have. Not for the gush\u00ading praise and acco\u00adlades (often unde\u00adserved) heaped upon the lat\u00adest <em>enfant ter\u00adri\u00adble<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E335\">The fact is, I\u2019m going some\u00adwhere that 99 per\u00adcent of oth\u00ader writ\u00aders can\u2019t go\u2014not because they don\u2019t have the tal\u00adent (I ful\u00adly admit there are many, many writ\u00aders more tal\u00adent\u00aded than I), but because they don\u2019t have the work eth\u00adic, the for\u00adti\u00adtude, the self-direc\u00adtion, the con\u00adfi\u00addence, and the faith that ven\u00adtur\u00ading into the unknown requires.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E356\">And when I\u2019m fin\u00adished, when I reach the end and final\u00adly put this nov\u00adel into the world, regard\u00adless of how it is even\u00adtu\u00adal\u00adly received by read\u00aders or crit\u00adics I will have accom\u00adplished some\u00adthing very few writ\u00aders in the his\u00adto\u00adry of the world have accom\u00adplished, and I\u2019ll know what it means to go out past where any\u00adone can help me and to do some\u00adthing that has nev\u00ader been done before.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"E373\">But\u2026I have to do it alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Late\u00adly, more than ever, I\u2019ve been think\u00ading about a quote by the late, great play\u00adwright Sam Shep\u00adard: \u201cAlone\u00adness is a con\u00addi\u00adtion of writ\u00ading. 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